Dear Diary,
I had a good day today. Worked out for an hour...it feels good to sweat again...Cleaned up my room. Finished SMAG prototyping...Took a mock....
Yup..That's it.
Is this good enough?..Haha anyway...
It rained again today...The weather is really cool these days. The only thing I hate is the bad drainage system in the city.
So about the app website,...Uggh ...To be honest, it looks ridiculous, but I like it anyway, cause I hatched it up in a week, and I didn't properly look for inspiration online, so whatever that's on it, is a reflection of the base point where I stand..
I think the problem for me is the layers. I can't seem to work around how the layering works with each of the different settings and when u add new edits on top of old edits and that too when different effects come into play. I'll have to google and figure out.
I feel good these days, I've been at peace with myself for the longest time in the last few months. There are a lot of things keeping me occupied,maybe it's that......
There's no time to worry about losses, or obsess over dead friendships or relationships. Some chances come only very few times in your lifetime and when you see that they're somewhere near the horizon, you have to start running towards them...
No matter how impossible they may seem, you still have to try, not just try,.. I feel,...You should chase them like a rabid dog.
cause if you don't, one day you will regret them. Questions like, what if had, what if I hadn't, will haunt you for a long time.
I want to give it my best, because in the end, if I fail, I don't want the voice in my head to ask me, 'but are you sure you gave it your best'?
If I fail, I want to fail with absolute conviction, that I failed giving it my best.That would give me closure and peace and I wouldn't regret even a single moment I spent chasing my dreams. ..
The other day, when I was sitting on the terrace,...I was thinking about all the giant apartment buildings around me. A lot of youngsters like in this area. In each tiny cubicle apartment ,... are a bunch of people each with a bunch of dreams.
They maybe saying them out loud, or muttering them under their breath or dreaming about them at sleep or work....
But for every person, their dream is sacred and precious.
May god give all of them the courage to work hard for their dreams and the grit to hold it out to the end with hope. ....
As for my case, I try to pep myself up with inspirational quotes ...
Some great man once said, the joy is not to be found at the finish line, but in that space and time between the start and the finish line...
... or something like that :P. I keep reminding myself of it all the time...
Goodnight diary
Peace!