January 06, 2019

Dear Diary,

 I finally hear from HIM today....I hate myself that I wait to hear from HIM knowing that he's probably with someone else but won't tell me because he doesn't want me to stop messing with him or at least that's what I think...😣

 I hate that he doesn't take time to text me good morning or even good night that he can go so long a whole day 😥 without talking to me. I think it's someone but I don't know. He always says he's working all the time which he's probably telling the truth....but I know better because I have been in a relationship with him for a year....🙄 But now it's over and sometimes I wish I could get all of it back but it's to late....it will never be the same...I just miss him.