Dear Diary,
I want to be an entrepreneur again. U know when i wan in college, i wanted to be that, i thought i'll be an entrepreneur, but then for a long time i think i just forgot it all, infact i told myself, i dont want to be and i started thinking that whats the point of all this fight and taking up challenges and always feel kind of wrecked when in life, i just want to be happy and free and careless... I dont want this extra fight in life... peace is good...
But today suddenly i am just feeling like i want to be, i want to take up challenges and live the hardship and i want to create something big and affect a lot of people and feel that small success after i fail a 100 times, thats exciting...
I mean not the small business, not the caffe(Ofcourse that is always in my heart, to open the caffe with my friend, thats a total different story of life...). This time i want to innovate something, affect people in masses, like the light bulb maybe... something really big... I am not sure, if i can do that, i dont even know what i can do, its just that today i feel like i want to do...
In past some time, i dont know how and when it happened to me, but somehow i have learnt to not care about losses in life anymore. I mean, losses doesnt really take my attention anymore, is it carelessness or a better elevated mind, i dont know... but i know that i was not sad at all when i lost my watch today, I was sitting in my chair and suddenly found my watch isn't in my hand... I did not even bother to look down under my chair or stand up and walk to the door to see if it might have fallen somewhere in the office, i just ignored it and told myself, i lost my watch today. Nothing more... No reaction, no sadness.. it was one watch i liked and i used everyday and i got this One good watch after waiting so long and yet today when i lost it, it did not even take a minute of my mind's attention, now that its night, i still dont have any regret or pain of loosing it but i am only surprised at how i am feeling... I dont know if its a good or bad thing to care about things...
Anyway, lot to catch up with you, its been long, havent written anything to you,but i am sleepy today, will write to you later..
Just one more thing.. i am going manali for trekking to Hampta pass this weekend... Will write to you more soon...
Good Night... 😊😊😊