🔶 Messy Summer 🔶's Dear Diary

It has been a while... We're tracking well. Its funny, I feel what I'm creating is some form of expose that crushes the establishment. But I'm just making it up as I go based on feeling. All I have to do is just do the paper. I feel like I'm a ca

Hello, we are back here again, life in stasis, no resources to do what I want to do quickly. Self doubt in the forefront. Command, where the hell are we...

Róxbian is the means in which all questions are answered. You have brought up something meaningful to me that contains many layers. In my personal life yes, far too much to be honest. Malignant shame propagated by narcissists was the norm in my past

HOLY SH*T Its that time again, lets freak the f*ck out, do no work and then feel anxious for the rest of the evening. Man, why do I always feel so behind on everything. I put so much goddamn pressure on myself that no matter how much work I compl

SHUT IT DOWN! Ok ok calm down... Our whole Artist Persona is wrong??!!!! I dont know what to do, I love my songs but I have to maybe swap all imagery.  I dont want to be part of the problem, damn it. damn all of this.

I glow green on my desperation move.  Fiend. Help.

Hey there, today is a tough one no? I have 0 confidence again. when will it just not? I'm pushing through burnout at an unprecedented level and I'm pretty sure I want to kneck myself. But there is nothing to do other than work. Why is it

querido diario holy shit its nother day we're not dead. Its cloudy. I'm cloudy. Therapy is working!

HEEEYYY BIIITCH whats the plan for today? Post some shit get ultra triggered then get high. Sweet.

Hey whats going on, where is the self doubt coming from? Well ok, put it this way, I’m thinking myself to be the worst human imaginable... Why? Well because none of my ideas are fully original. But no one else’s seem to be either. I’m struggling