Javanfarbod's Dear Diary

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January 22, 2022
Dear Diary,I wanna talk about my life. It is not very beautiful or magic,so don't admire me because of my failures. When I went to school unlike other guys  I didn't cry because I known I would become a knowledgeable people ,but everybody made fun w
Jan 22
February 02, 2021
Dear Diary, I sit in the back of my truck that I am renovating into a camper and I realize that while I love my spouse? I could be just as happy alone and as the days go i feel less and less guilty. I love them, I truly do. But they're a home bod
Feb 03
April 22, 2020
Hi, I'm ghost. Your ghost. The one that reads you every day. I want to tell you that you're not alone. Maybe sounds kinda spooky, but I'm always there with you. Not to harm you, but to support you. To share my invisible being with you. To share my so
Apr 22
January 17, 2020
The standards that we put for loving ourselves are way too high than the ones we put for loving someone else..
Jan 17
January 16, 2020
My relationship.  I was in a long term relationship that continues for 6 years and half I ended it couple of months ago . I loved him more than anything else. But he took my love for granted. Right now I need to learn how to love myself.     Wish m
Jan 15
January 12, 2020
Hello world...   I'm need to improve my English and I need to speak out my heart. This why I joined this app.   I will start writing regularly after acouple of days. That's all I have for now.   P. S : A 3 years old army 🤞💜.
Jan 11
September 13, 2023
Dear Diary, I had a bit of a jolt today. I have social anxiety and normally I can tame it at work.  One of the things I like to do when I'm feeling anxious is make origami. It forces me to concentrate and control my breathing and I get to mak
Sep 13
August 14, 2023
Dear Diary, I haven't taken my medication for 3 days. It's not that I didn't want to, I just forgot. I have taken a dose now, but I started to spiral back into my depression and I am having deep thoughts. My girlfriend has been with me for over 7
Aug 14