I can't do it anymore's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, It's been awhile. Don't worry, I'm not in a bad state this time. Just wanted to note this down so I can get it off my mind. Funny how I've been living for 24 years and only figured out that writing makes me forget. Wait no, I've

Dear Diary, I don't understand why I have to suffer. I was doing fine. But everything decided to say. Fuck you. It's okay. I said fuck you back. But that doesn't mean I'm feeling okay. I want some peace in my life. But work is stressful.

If there's anything I want in this world. It's 'nothing'. 'Nothing' gives me freedom. 'Nothing' tells me there's nothing to worry about. 'Nothing' will never betray me. I want 'Nothing'. Why can't people be 'nothing'. 'Nothing' will never think. 'Not

Scoffed at this statement. I'm already forgotten anyways. So what am I to lose if I die, isn't it? Nothing matters. Life doesn't matter. People don't matter. I don't matter. Why do we have to suffer? What is it that makes us continue wanting to live?