Leonie.tutti 's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, i thought i was doing a lot better. but in reality i dont feel anything at all. everything is numb the good and the bad. everything is okay, neutral. but as i sat at my therapist yesterday and started crying after we did an exercise, t

Dear Diary, help i really dont know what the hell is wrong with me. i cried my eyes out for almost a year. a. year. i cried averagely like 4h a day. i promised out of new respect for me that i would never go back to that place, that i would never ri

Dear Diary, im high. im high for hours, for days, weeks, months now. trying to numb everything, so i dont want to feel any, i just wanna lay there, feel nothing my air getting in and out of my body, and nothing more. i wanna smoke eat and fuck with l

Dear Diary, i wanna die, all i want is to be dead. i cant do this life anymore. birhing is worth living for for me. there is just nothing. sure. i got friends, i was loved but now there is nothing, but tears and too deep pain. i want to die fr. i sea

Dear Diary, i don't have other words to describe how i feel, that death. it literally feels like im dying. when im alone, i cry and when im with my friends or in school or idk somewhen with people, i feel like hes choking me, like im not allowed to b

Dear Diary, i really want to write down our story, the one, that broke my heart, my happiest days, my worst cries, meeting the love of my life, meeting him, with my thoughts and emotions, but i cant Wrap my head around the fact that its so long ago,

Dear Diary, my heart is so heavy, its just broken, everything is broken.. i miss being loved and adored by you, bc i really dont want anyone, i dont eben want to see anybody else, all i want is you, always. i really dont know how to continue, this pa

Dear Diary,  Should I even be writing you? Most likely not you don't deserve it, nor my niceness but I can't help who I am and that's kind hearted and very forgiving which is both my weakness and my strength!

Dear Diary,                    This place seems to be like The Jerry Springer Show Everynight my god I've got to move!

Dear Diary,               What's everyone's zodiac sign? Me; #♓ Pisces

Dear Diary,              What do you do when, your mother was absent on drugs and wasn't apart of your life for 11 years, then you found her and made her return to your city with you and helped her get clean, she gets close with her granddaughter

Dear Diary, I needed you to be there and love me when I fell, like I was there for you when you fell, when you were at your worst, I never left your side or judged you, I didn't listen to the people that told me to run from you because you we

Dear Diary, I'll just simply say this some grown ass men aren't in the slightest of ways mature at all, how are you legit 49 years old tryna date me, saying how much you hate your ex and I sit there and say Naw you don't you love her y'all just can't

Dear Diary, sitting here wondering if it's just me or most of the kids now a days seem alot more grown up and inappropriate, swearint, fighting , getting arrested, having sex, being disrespectful, what happened to the days when we could slap our kids

Dear Diary, Been so dangerously insanely in love with someone that you knew wasn't good for you? I have and it broke me! Have any of you?

Dear Diary,                       Well we all make mistakes right? I guess I just have to pay for mine locked away for a few weeks! Which is shit, but I guess we all have to deal with our consequences at some point! Mine caught up to me... Wishin

Dear Diary, Overwhelmed with everything that's happened this past year, worst year of life, no joke, I don't understand how or why I let things get this bad!  How I allowed him to turn me into this unknown person I am today, I need to get back to me

Dear Diary, didn't do much today almost the whole day , last night i went to bad at 4:3X in the morning cuz i was playing AFK arina was fun but my eyes were red wine in the morning , so yeah i want to get a shower now but i guess the water would be

Dear   , well it's the 3rd day without using (reddit,X,facebook,instagram) this it's kinda cool but hella hard , i mess shitposting and other people reactions on my posts , though i don't have many , the point is am going to make it i'll pause that

Dear Diary, i have to go home am not doing shit here at school anyways jsut sleeping and eating , the other day i got poisoned , nothing left for me here.today i was invited to go to the beach i refused , why idk? i spent the day sleeping and learn

Dear Diary, am having this SQL project at school , people have gone on vaction in about a month or so but we fucking still at school it def sucks , i spent the whole morning working on it and am just half way through , idk prob i'll just watch mush

Dear Diary, i'm on the same page again i can't decide what side to peak should i interact more with humans or just be like this and ignore eveyone. what makes me hesitant more is that i need others to make progress and evolve get work etc.. ofc i

Dear whoever, am back again to this site , i was thinking about having a diary like a physical one , but i have a room mate that may find it so yeah ! anyway i have lot to say but am kinda busy rn , i have 2 exams tomorrow , java and SI , hope i v

To Whom It May Concern, I've recently started a new job; it has been going well so far. I think one of the girls gets frustrated with me, I can forget things if it isn't repetitive. I had a bad head injury as a child, and it effects a lot of things

To Whom It May Concern, I don't have a lot of time today to write a long entry, but I feel like I need to get my thoughts out before I leave. Today is my second shift of a new job, I got fired from my last job because of some health issues I'd been

To whom it may concern, Anger was an emotion I have always tried to avoid, growing up in the household that I did, it was a very common emotion for my parents. I never wanted to be an "angry person", but I've noticed of late that I can't seem to ha