Her's Dear Diary

Index
September 01, 2022 - back to work *Groan*
Dear Diary, Work.  It's just torturous. I'm so conflicted; grateful and relieved that I have a career and that I don't have to be scared of being out of work, but so pissed off at having to get up and be shouted at by ungrateful and entitled people
Sep 01
August 31, 2022 - Back from Glamping
Dear Diary, I'm back home now from a really wonderful time with my sister yesterday and today, glamping at Home Farm near Elstree (Hertfordshire).  My sister and I had a middle-aged knees up under the stars, drinking Rose and watching Buckley and But
Aug 31
August 29, 2022 - Bank Holiday plans thwarted.
Dear Diary, Bank Holiday Monday.  In my mindseye, I already had the day planned; get up at noon, drag myself out of bed to the tune of a strong coffee and peanut butter toast. Plant myself on the sofa in front of some crap on the telly and stagnate
Aug 29
August 28, 2022 - I need to offload.
Dear Diary, So I’m reeling from yesterday’s revelations about what my energy bill is going to look like from October and my first thought is… I’ve got holidays booked and pending. I’m not postponing any plans after the last few wasted years locked
Aug 27
April 07, 2022
Dear Diary, It's my birthday today and I don't feel like celebrating it but still end up inviting a few people. I'm already 21 and to be honest, I still feel like I'm 18. I sometimes forget how old I am. Before I thought at this age I have achie
Apr 07
April 04, 2022
Dear Diary, It's only 2:01 PM and I'm already drowning in my thoughts. Trouble breathing again. Scared again. I received a message that cause all this. I just want to delete all y social media accounts but I can't as it's used for class.  An
Apr 04
October 03, 2021
Dear Diary, I just feel like, I don't have the right to feel not okay, I don't have the right to complain. There are times that I just say to myself I'm tired and not okay but the other part of me will tell me why would you feel tired? Why are y
Oct 03
November 16, 2021
Hi again, once more there isn't really much to write about, I got up, went to school and now I'm home again so... I have a pretty normal life. I have a bunch of work to do, yeah, 12th grade isn't exaclly easy, especially if your in science. Also, I h
Nov 16
November 15, 2021
Hi, eyesterday I didn't have the time to write because I went to a 1year old party, she's growing up so fast and she is really cute. I even socialized, which I never do, I'm kind of an anti-social person. Yesterday was so grate and today was too. I j
Nov 15
November 13, 2021
Dear Diary, that's how everyone starts, right? Well, like my mother says I'm not everyone so I'll start in a different way from now on. This isn't private, so saying dear diary sounds wrong, right?? Anyway, from now on I'll just say: good morning or
Nov 13
April 27, 2022
Dear Diary, I wished there was a midnight library for me. Then I opened my eyes in confusion and found the situation around me has been changed almost upside down. I have lost what I had, but at the same time I see oppotunity to what I u
Apr 27
April 01, 2022
Dear Diary, Envy those who have their clear life plan then manage to follow their plan and get succeed. Mine has been flexible, tried to compromise with other people's idea (on MY LIFE plan, yeah), afraid that it is too late to start, so her
Apr 01
March 23, 2022
Dear Diary, Maybe it is because I have just realized that I have not lived the life I want. Or maybe I have just realized that outthere there is someone I can trust enough to talk about anything, trust enough to express my feelings, trust en
Mar 23
March 19, 2022 😈
Dear Diary, Day 1 since I decided to care less. Nevermind if they don't like me anymore. I am not a good girl, so what? I AM A BITCH AND I AM HAPPY.  That's enough.
Mar 19
March 18, 2022 😕
Dear Diary, This morning I realized that I have cared too much about other people's feeling. Why do I have to bother this much? Maybe if I care less, I will be much happier. Just do what I want to do. They can takecare of themselves. 只有你不会。好
Mar 18