Chibi1965's Dear Diary

Dear A,  I hope you buy her flowers, I hope you hold her hand more often, I hope you tell her she’s beautiful more often, I hope you buy her breakfast, I hope you give her more kisses on the forehead, I hope you kiss her hand more, I hope you giv

Dear A, Have you ever had this tugging feeling in your heart? I’ve experienced it before. Every time  I hear you say what’s wrong, the time I told you I liked you and you said you were not ready, the time I wanted to end things between us after

Dear A,  I asked you several times if you’ll be okay but deep down I was asking myself the same question and I knew the answer. It was no. Yet, despite how much I really want to be with you I keep having this gut feeling that we’re just not meant

Dear A,  It honestly feels like a scene in a romcom when I remember the day you saw me and approached me with your usual “how are you doing”. The odds of us meeting in a place as big as that felt surreal and yet here I am missing you once again.

Dear A, I’m awake when I should be sleeping. Your memories flood into my head again. I awoke from a pleasant dream. It felt surreal. I could see your smile, smell your cologne, hear your voice like melting butter. I miss you. I wish I could see y

Dear A, Hey it’s me again, I missed you. I really did. I want to say I’m sorry but I don’t really know why I’m sorry. For agreeing to end things with you or for not fighting enough. I’ve held on for far too long it hurts to see you not bothered.

Dear Diary, Hi. It has been 2 years since I installed this app. I didn't know how I managed to survive all these yesrs. Eksaktong January 14 ko pa talaga ulit naisipan na iopen, without knowing na it was also the exact date kung kailan ko sinimu

Dear Diary, It's been a while since I last wrote to you. So many things happened in that time frame. Had some major changes in my life too. Thrown away some months; I had to deal it all alone. But yeah I'm still right here fightinv these silent

Dear Diary, Hey it's been a while since i last wrote here. I just let things to flow but you know things are still rough. I even made a voice message about ending my life. This unexplainable loneliness inside is slowly killing me day by day. I p

Hey there. I am not sure if 'tis a good thing but I noticed that I became more expressive these past few days. Am I starting to put down my guard and allowing people to crash down my walls? But you know what, I don't really want to open up to any

Dear Diary, What are you thinking?

Dear Diary, Reading stuff here has made me realize that I cannot fathom the amount of baggage people carry inside their hearts. I love you everyone.

Dear Diary, Why is it so hard for me to trust people? Believe me I have tried numerous times but I kept on stepping back midway, am I crazy?

Dear Diary, I don't know if she'll be able to figure out that this one is for her.  To my dear friend....  Hey we have been friends for more or less than 6 years already. I don't care even if you don't consider me as a friend at all, at lea

Dear G, I am in pain. I usually laugh a lot but I am not in a good condition. My head feels like spinning all the time and my mind is definitely a mess. I remember this question again from the book I read before; "Will i ever get out of this lab

Dear G, I am already tired doing favors for people who don't even make a slight effort for me. I was the one who initiated everything. I am already tired. I don't deserve this. I am not afraid to cut ties with people I have known for so long. I

Dear G, What an exhausting day! Do you think I made the right decision?

Dear G, Everything's fine.

Dear G, I surrender everything to you.

Dear G, This emptiness will never go away so I think I really should embrace it. I also start hearing voices, man I don't know anymore. Self-help books aren't a good help either.I was inspired for just a while but after that, I still feel empty.

Dear G, I think not all people kill themselves because they have a very fcked up day, I think it's the total opposite for some. Like for how so long you contained that void inside of you then one day everything feels like extraordinary; your