James's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, You asked for pics. Well, here they are. This is Munch. Sorry you can't see his face. He's, well- munching. 🤗 This is Shivers. She is the cutest🤗😍. Yes, him and her. Whether they are brother and sister or cousins, we migh

Dear Diary, I have CAs on Wednesday. We got bunnies on Friday, and they are SOOO cute.  We named one Munch, and the other, Shivers, based on their first activities. I am TOTALLY in love with them. Tonight, we are gonna carry them out. I really

Dear Diary, My mom keeps on acting mean and blaming everything on me. So does Daddy. I think because they were both the eldest kids they want me to feel the pain they did? If that's the case, then not on my watch!  Anyway, Mommy says that today is

Dear Diary, My parents go to work every day; they are medical personnel. I am at home trying to do my work myself, trying to help my little sisters with their work, although no one is helping me with mine. My parents always find a way to make every

What do I need? Honestly? I need to cry, to be held and listened to. To not be judged for my reactions, for my endless rambles. To grieve everything I've lost, so quick in their procession. I know some of them aren't gone but I can't go back to befor

I feel so guilty. For not being better already, for not being able to take care of others like they're used to. Most of all I'm guilty though because this is the most relived I've felt in years. I don't think they'll ever understand the pain they've

The world felt a little bit too big today. Mom left for the weekend on a whim, so me and T are left to take care of my sister. We're not a bad team, and it's not bad getting close but I want to be done with this. I need to leave. Of course I've got n

Life is a bit of a shit show at this point. I woke up today and I can tell my meds aren't working. I have the urge to go on a shopping spree and spend my money but I also know I have responsibilities at home. I'm trying not to go back down, I've only