July 24, 2020
Life is a bit of a shit show at this point. I woke up today and I can tell my meds aren't working. I have the urge to go on a shopping spree and spend my money but I also know I have responsibilities at home. I'm trying not to go back down, I've only been out of the hospital a couple weeks. The thing is I'm grieving so much right now. I just keep collecting those little marbles in my rucksack. I want to take a break.
I think I will go out today, but only to the farthest store. I'll take my sister with me too. That way I don't feel so trapped in this house with nothing to do. I hope the day gets better. I know the future will be better. I love myself.
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