Ryo_A's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, More than a month passed and I did not write a single thing. I just want to keep my memories intact and cherish what I have and remember what I lost this year.  tomorrow I will turn 21. Another year old

Dear Diary, Can we not be jealous of each other? Can people not just hate each other? Why can't we have the world same like those in fairytales?

Dear Diary, I found SOMEONE. He's really treating me well  We know each other for more than 6 years and he says it took him more than 5 years to understand he... Likes me.. I'm happy...👉👈

Dear Diary, I want to commit suicide I'm tired staying with my family. They're always making me feel like I'm the one responsible for their miseries

Dear Diary, I don't know what to say I feel weird. but currently, I guess I want this goddamn rain to end so that I can go and get my hair done I want to move from my past and be a better version and I want to start with my hair. Even though I l

Dear Diary, IT WAS ALWAYS MY BROTHER...ALWAYS. Yesterday I went out to visit my uncle and aunt after my cousin left and they started counseling me... not that but more like guiding me. And I appreciate that.  So I came back home and thought that

Dear Diary, My exams are done. So I'm officially one step closer being a graduate...  I just hope to be a bit more happy this time... I want to enjoy my last year with the people i found. Even though i hate my college... But still I want to cheris

Dear Diary, I really don't know how to explain this. This old friend from extra classes back in 2018 texted and we started talking... Now we always had this hi/hello relation...but lately i feel like... He... Is making the place back in my heart. T

Dear Diary,                   LIFE SUCKS I don't feel like waking up from bed lately I have been dreaming quite disturbing scenes lately, waking up at around 3 am and never returning to sleep. it's like... I don't know.. or maybe I can't explain

Dear Diary, I've been gone for a long. My finals going on.. as they started in July... At this point, I'm so frustrated... Anyway, I have loads of shit to write. First, start with my ex being a complete jerk. He trying to make me more pathetic. C

Dear Diary, I feel suffocated in here. Will these ever end?  Everything feels like a burden.  Parents, uni, friends, everything. Will i ever leave? I feel like ending everything

Dear Diary, I'm returning from college and i feel hopeless again

Dear Diary, I've been too busy with college and part time that I honestly forgot my best friend's bday...  What more to add, I, in a hurry to make him a present, cut Myself so bad that now i can't use my left hand for 4-5 weeks 🙂.  It became so

Dear Diary,  Sometimes I wish I was an orphan. No parents no relatives no problems.  What's the point of having family If the only thing they're doing is making my life a hell. I'm barely 20 and i have to quit college to pay off their debts. The de

Dear Diary, It's already April and nothing really changed.  So, i took some time off from work and social media. Didn't really worked.  But i hope things to work out soon.

Dear Diary, My hoarding is out of control again. I am out of control again.  I am back up to 225lbs, my house is a wreck, and my life is spiraling out of control completely!  I want to be dead. I have less than no idea why I am still here.

Dear Diary, This is my journey of creating a  hoard-free lifestyle. I will share with you this new adventure as I go along and change this aspect of my personality.  I know hoarding is a disease, but I also believe hoarding is a trait, and that it ca