June 2, 2020

June 02, 2020

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Dear Diary,

My hoarding is out of control again. I am out of control again.

I am back up to 225lbs, my house is a wreck, and my life is spiraling out of control completely!

I want to be dead. I have less than no idea why I am still here. I am a useless p.o.s. who cannot hold a job and cannot even fill out a job application properly.

I am so sick of not being able to finish anything I start. I have started writing multiple stories and can’t even finish one to the middle of it. I am a loser and a quitter.

I am beyond done with myself the way I am. I know that I need to change, but I have no idea where to begin. I hate feeling this way.

Bye for now.

Lori✓

Jun 2, 2020 · 32 views

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Kung Fu Panda 🤠Jun 2, 2020

Just stop, take a breath (Like for real, stop worrying and hating it). Very Often, we are so lost in getting this done that we dont realize why we started that thing in the first place, remind yourself of that again. Maybe You are not a quitter, but you are over expecting from yourself, expecting that like some awesome write you can also write multiple stories at the same time, but maybe you can only write one story at a time, because you have got other things to deal with too. If only we can stop worrying, we can do so much more ❤️