June 02, 2020

 

Dear Diary,


My hoarding is out of control again. I am out of control again. 

I am back up to 225lbs, my house is a wreck, and my life is spiraling out of control completely! 


I want to be dead. I have less than no idea why I am still here. I am a useless p.o.s. who cannot hold a job and cannot even fill out a job application properly. 


I am so sick of not being able to finish anything I start. I have started writing multiple stories and can’t even finish one to the middle of it. I am a loser and a quitter. 


I am beyond done with myself the way I am. I know that I need to change, but I have no idea where to begin. I hate feeling this way. 


Bye for now. 

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