Valval's Dear Diary

Dear professor, you wanted me to promise you two weeks. Two weeks when I would be strong and keep going. In my head it felt like eternity. It still does. But now I know I would hate to let you down.

Dear friend, I hope you're doing well. Even if it feels like I don't care about you, it's probably not true. I'm sorry for standing in the distance and not saying hi to your hello. I think I'm in a place, where it feels impossible to pretend I'm oka

Dear Diary, This has become ridiculous with,my boyfriend. The level of narcastic traits and the amount of in consideration je has for me sometime areabsolutely unrea. Do you think you would get an iota of sleep with multiple power tools going on an

Dear Diary,  Today i am fine.  Not seeing my mother really make me feel better.  I should have done it a long time ago.  I just don't want her to be alone..  But i guest i need to. Of course  my kids with me. I just want to be happy..

Dear Diary, Today i heard it again.  "you should have just killed your son if you can't take care of him" I tried my best as i can.  To take care of my kids and to give them what they deserve. But to my mother it was not enough. Anything is no

Dear Diary, I always asked why am i alive? What's my purpose..  I was likea walking depression. Getting affected on everything i hear.  Is it just in my head or in my heart?

Dear Diary, Today i wanna die.

Dear Diary, it was a really bad depressing day. Just want to sleep the day away so I don't have to feel like this.

Dear Diary,today was a rollercoaster so I'm a bit on edge. At least I wasn't depressed all day. Hopefully things will get better.

1. Dear Diary, I'm finally to the point where I feel more hopeful about being able to make needed changes. At one point I couldn't see any hope at all. I realize that I have to be able to handle whatever happens and leave it in God's hands. I'm sure

Dear Diary, it seems that