Alone Star's Dear Diary

Dear Diary,  These past months i keep on seeing weird numbers. I saw it wherever in the car plate numbers and in the clock. Repetitive numbers and mirror hours. I dont really know if it is a sign from the divine or just a coincidences.but i believe

Dear Diary, My husband and I have been in a bad place for months. He has been lying, cheating, being disrespectful and mean. He is mentally and physically abusive, but today when he said he wanted a divorce, I felt sad. Why? Why do I still love thi

Your feelings matter. Your decisions matter. Your dreams matter. Everything about you matters.  It doesn’t matter what people say about you, don’t let them define you. Don’t let other shut you down and hide everything inside of you. Don’t let them k

Dear Diary, Today there are 4 weeks since I had my upper jaw surgery which means no more liquid diet! Wooh!! We went to the mall and I got a peanutbutter Frappuccino (my favorite), we also went to Costco to buy sushi and other stuff.  However it’

Went to bed late. Woke up late. I’m always thinking about what I can do with my day. I want to do something good with it. I’ve spent too many days just scrolling through my phone or doing other things that don’t give any purpose to life. I want to do

I love the people on here. You all seem so caring and I love how this place is like a small family where everyone is cheering each other on and keeping on staying strong. Reading the stuff on here gives me the feels. I wish everyone here to have a go

Dear Diary, There are more than 3 weeks now since I had my jaw surgery and I’ve been on a liquid diet since then. I can start eating again on Thursday but I have to start with soft food that doesn’t require much chewing.  Being on a liquid diet wa

Dear Diary, I long to get closer to God and for others to get to know how real He is.  I believe everything happens for a reason, our experience can have a big influence on others.  I want people to be able to see the best in themselves and know

Dear Diary, Haaah… It has been some time since I last wrote. Last I wrote I was in a dark place and now I write in a different kind of dark place. I just wanted to put in a little life update. I’ve moved to the United Kingdom (specifically Manches

Dear Diary, I took a test just a moment ago to see if I'm more of an Introvert or an Extrovert. Some of the results were so accurate that I wanted to cry. One part of me is saying that I need help while the other part of me is saying I don't need

Dear Diary, Why do we have to work in order to survive. Can't we just, ugh...Anyways I finally got my licence id today, who's ready to die 🤪 😔Forgot to add. Yesterday was my birthday, and although I don't celebrate it, when both of my sisters thr

Dear Diary, Two weeks ago on Monday, I did a road test and....I failed.  I got so angry and frustrated that I cried, even though I was in public,  but I couldn't hold it in. I saw my friend that day and I couldn't even greet her properly, lucki

Dear Diary, When certain things trigger me, my head begins to fill with negative thoughts. Everytime it seems like I've gotten over that one bad habit, I fall right back into it. I think my life is similar to climbing a mountain. Every time I'm

Dear Diary,  I haven't written in a long time but I needed to write about today. Today I went and did my theory test and I passed!! At first they failed me because the system had a problem, but after I spoke with them, they gave me a pass. I am so r

Dear Diary, It's been a while... Major things have happened in my life. I no longer work at the printing company, and my phone got smashed, so I had to buy a new one. I am currently unemployed but happy, didn't like the boss' attitude at all an

Dear Diary, Why am I such an introvert? I believe I'm the queen of all introverts. I literally have no friends because of my introvertness (if that's even a word), and on top of that I'm awkward as hell! I never know how to react to what someone

Dear Diary, I hate where I work, simply because I literally do nothing all day. I get up so damn early, and I'm not a morning person, just to go to work and do nothing all day. The only good thing is that, at least I'm getting paid alot to do nothing

Dear Diary, First of all, Merry Christmas and Advance Happy New Year. But, I think this is the worst Christmas ever.  My partner and I went to a house party where most of his basketball friends are there. Then suddenly they open up this stra

Dear Diary, I woke up at around 12:30 am, as I heard my husband came home. He came from a "drinking" session with friends. If I will count the whole week most of his time in the basketball or his mobile game. I felt I'm being left behind and tak

Dear Diary,      Kiss my ass with that be discreet bullshit. At the grocery store I was shopping around the produce section when a woman asked if I work there. I smiled and said, "no sorry" maybe that was my mistake being too polite to this polite

Dear Diary, I've been being so nice throughout the week. I've had no choice but to do it. I've been training for a new job and now I'm on the job immediately afterword, I'm exhausted. I really want to look at someone and tell them to eat my mother fu

Dear Diary,  My bitchy co-worker has to work at the facility with an influenza outbreak. Sometimes karma comes through.