Dear Diary,
Kiss my ass with that be discreet bullshit. At the grocery store I was shopping around the produce section when a woman asked if I work there. I smiled and said, "no sorry" maybe that was my mistake being too polite to this polite seeming old woman. Later while looking at some apples, she got my attention again to smile at me and say, "you should be more discreet". I replied, "discreet about what?" And she shuffled off. I thought wtf.. my boyfriend was on the phone and asked if my underwear was showing or something, I replied no. Even if it was an appropriate thing to say would've been, "hey your underwear is out". My first thought was what I was wearing. Im wearing a long sleeve shirt, some black jeggings and heels so stubby the heel is bigger than a dollar coin. These heels aren't longer than 3 inches btw. I can't stand shit like that. I'm hot af in this and guys are always staring and muttering shit at me the last thing I need is another woman saying something about the way I look. I wanted to ask her what she meant and tell her it's rude to say that to someone but I didnt. She looked really uncomfortable at the thought of me being near her in the checkout line. I felt bad for her. I'm not a big girl, I'm pretty slender. If anything she was larger than I was. She kept me in the corner of my eye because she was worried I'd say something. Scared of the confrontation she even made sure she was talking to the man asking for charity in front of the store while keeping me in her peripheral. Me saying something to her would've just felt like an attack making my message I want to get across ineffective. As pissed as I was, I kept it to myself. Just like I hope she does next time.