Lechatdenuit's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I’m still here, but lately I have felt I don’t want to be here. I just wish I existed somewhere else another universe or reality . I sometimes wonder if the way my life is going is how it will always be and if that’s true then I’m

Dear Diary, I’m sick, and I’m scared. I always acted like the idea of this whole virus didn’t bother me but I’m scared what if I have it. One day I feel fine then minutes later I’m coming and freezing to the point it hurts. And while I can stay

Dear Diary, To future me, love yourself even if no one else does because all you have right now is this quiet moment alone with yourself.  Don’t be scared to speak the truth one thing won’t snow ball Into a million bad things. Stop fearing int

Dear Diary, How can tell you when saying something is good or bad? I feel stuck between two walls and I’m not sure what to do but I can see myself scraping everyday to either fit into one of those two walls. And the comfort that they both bring

Dear Diary,  Today is thanksgiving and I’m at work but while I may not be super close with my blood family I’m pretty good with my work family and it’s nice to just have a peaceful day and not worry about anything!  I hope anyone who’d reads this i

Dear Diary,    I’m trying to start this day off with a good mindset, after last night the fight that happened between two of my closet friends I’ve come to a realization that I might be alone soon, or have to make a decision and pick between two peo

Dear Diary, Today was a good day, I had the day off from work and just sort of did my own thing, cooked , worked out, etc. of course the creepy lonely moments creep in they always do. And each day I dread going to work, my job is great one of the b

Dear Diary, Everyday I am trying to be a better version of me but I get stuck in a weird place. Sometimes when I try to think of myself I lose this kindness I have to others and seem rude but when I cater to everyone I feel like I’m only there b

Dear Diary, I feel very lonely and I act like I’m not, I cling to the few friends I have because I feel like if I don’t I will be I faded in this blank space. But I can’t let others know the truth, I can’t show any weakness I always have to be s