Dear Diary,
Everyday I am trying to be a better version of me but I get stuck in a weird place. Sometimes when I try to think of myself I lose this kindness I have to others and seem rude but when I cater to everyone I feel like I’m only there because I am the person people always know will
Do what they ask even if I don’t want to. I want to find a balance and be the considerate person I can be but also not be a walkway for everyone to feel for myself and care for myself.