Carolyn's Dear Diary

Today I had a fucking music lesson. The teacher was showing her damn neurosis and driving my classmates to tears with her unassuring predictions for the exam. Mmm tasty. Btw I agree, nothing good will particularly happen. We really suck. But it is

Apathy Sucks

Dear Diary, I was looking down completely, with both of my legs bent sideways, holding my other arm tightly, in my most traumatised position, when my abusers lusted at me sexually. I’m mentally and intellectually disabled. I only got these traumatic

Dear Diary,right now I just want to go somewhere away from everything and just scream my heart out, and then cry and cry and cry and cry. I feel like everything is on my shoulders. I hate my job but it's the only job that will pay me more than minimu

Dear Diary, I feel like I can't breathe. I have no time to myself anymore, always stressed about being able to survive financially. It's a never ending circle of just being able to make it. I never really knew what I wanted to do as a career so I'm