April 22, 2026

Today I realized that I am the same age as Juice Wrld when he died, 21. And it’s a scary thought to think about because that is SO young. He battled with addiction since he was an adolescent and before he could even have a full life he had already been consumed and taken. It just makes me think about my life and the choices IM choosing to make. .Am I making choices because it’s what I NEED or am I making the choice because it’s the only thing that consumes my brain. Because there is a different outcome for each choice and how am I supposed to know which is the right decision.? How am I supposed to just know I’m doing the right things?What if I had chose a different route? Would I be a better person? Would I be worse? Would I know as much as I do now? The only thing I can do is keep going and accept the fact that at the end of the day I’m human and sometimes we like to be selfish and other times we are selfless. It’s important for me to be aware of that fact.