April 21, 2026

Dear Diary,

I dunno why but lately ive been hungry, but the idea of eating makes me feel physically sick?- like, during lunch at school ill be hungry the whole day leading up but the time I actually get my food the idea of eating is sickening, or ill get home so hungry my stomach hurts but the idea of eating anything makes me wanna vomit. Its so weird, this hasnt happened before?? It got a bit better last night, but that may be because hunger pains out weighed nausea, idk-

BUTTT ON THE BRIGHT SIDEEE me n my bfs 8 months is in 11 days and even tho were on break he said I can have a shit ton of kisses and affection :D IM SO EXCITEDDDDD AAAAAA

Dude last night after we did our lil sleep ritual I got TWO extra kisses n he said he loves me n I got so excited n happy I kept replaying it in my head and I couldnt sleep for a bit LMAO