April 20, 2026
Dear Diary,
To the people who are reading this:
I have started something new!
But that also comes with stress.
My mum is not really good with money. She will get paid then it will be gone the next day and nothings gone on anything in the house or for me and my silblings. Its her birthday tommorw. I love my mum. Ofcourse i do but i just wish that i shouldnt have to worry about the things i have to. Like simple things,food and clothes.The water turning off or the gas turning off.
The thing i have started is a type of dance. It has costed me alot of money and i feel bad asking for money constantly from my parents for this. I used to do gymnastics and that costs around £60 but i stopped . I did it for years around 8. And randomly i just stopped. I ran out of motiviation,i only carried on just so i wouldnt gain any weight. But when my cronic migranes started i had to stop! I was hardly even there! Wasting my mums money! So i quit. I told no body but one person. I was also the oldest gymnast there. Everyone else was still children and i was there nearly finishing high school! Well i am a child but they were young.
I am trying my best to avoid stress becuase thats what triggers my headaches and migranes.
Stress is just everywhere,i know im still a child but i can feel the same as anyone else can.
Im sorry,to myself and my mum.
Yours truly
BUNNII
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