April 10, 2026

Dear Diary,

it seems like the Universe is kind to me now. U know, home isn’t like home anymore and my boyfriend and me got a chance to move out. 

But being honest… im scared. To move out. Scared that I will miss my life here more than I longed for freedom. I‘m not sure anymore. It excites me, knowing we can finally escape this here but at the same time…im not sure about this.

I have worries, that something will happen. That its not what I expected, not what I hoped for. But it’s time…isn’t it. I want my own life with him, im sick of living with my brothers and my father, it‘s exhausting. But I‘m so scared..