April 05, 2026

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Dear Diary,

Yesterday I sold my car • ~ • 

I‘m kinda sad about it but also relieved, cause I don’t habe that stress now anymore. 

But now I kinda can’t just drive away as I want to. This definitely is going to give me hard time, needing to get used to it agin. 


But yea idk. I don’t feel so down anymore but it changes day to day. Maby I can move out soon, I will get an answer on Tuesday. I‘m constantly thinking about it, wanting to know the answer, the decision. It feels like im sitting on fire. Its hard to distract myself these days. 

My mind is constantly trying to find something to focus on but shifts every time something else caught my attention. 


I feel like im living someone else’s life. Or dreaming about it. Don’t know which is real anymore. Complicated these days. Whatever.

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Hira✓
Apr 5, 2026 · 71 views

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LunaStarApr 8, 2026

I was also reading some of your other entries and mabby you could find something you like to do and start your own business like my grandma dose a lot of crafts and sells her crafts (obviously you don't have to do crafts but still😂) you could find something you really like to do and are good at and you could make your own business

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LunaStarApr 8, 2026

I know that its just me and I love to do it but try doing art whenever you have free time It can be a simple drawing or a super realistic drawing but it helps me calm down making up characters in my mind help me basically draw my feelings it help me alot better

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