April 05, 2026

Dear Diary,

Yesterday I sold my car • ~ • 

I‘m kinda sad about it but also relieved, cause I don’t habe that stress now anymore. 

But now I kinda can’t just drive away as I want to. This definitely is going to give me hard time, needing to get used to it agin. 

But yea idk. I don’t feel so down anymore but it changes day to day. Maby I can move out soon, I will get an answer on Tuesday. I‘m constantly thinking about it, wanting to know the answer, the decision. It feels like im sitting on fire. Its hard to distract myself these days. 

My mind is constantly trying to find something to focus on but shifts every time something else caught my attention. 

I feel like im living someone else’s life. Or dreaming about it. Don’t know which is real anymore. Complicated these days. Whatever.