March 18, 2026

He is just way too needy. When I dont text, he blames it all on me. That am I forgetting him or what. He has anger issues. Few days ago, he said he hates me.. How am I supposed to just pretend everything's fine? I feel suffocated at times. There is this perpetual boredom and wanting to get away. I am anti social at times, he just bores me with his monologues. His daily affairs, and his mundane stuff like which friend did he tease or what football match he is gonna watch. I wanna fucking talk bout Anime, or Enhypen. How Heeseung got abruptly kicked out. Or Gaming evn. I got 7-8 consecutive mvps. I miss hanging out w folks who actually share my interests. Cuz he dont give two shits bout them. Im so confused, and on the verge of a breakup. But it will be so so messy and its only been 1.5-2 months w him. Im already losing my mind. He keepz sending me kissing reels like boy i am a bisexual lesbian leaning, I dont wanna kiss no man. I feel so uncomf just thinking bout it. I guess im just more fitted for a wlw.