February 28, 2026

Dear Diary,

Right now, I’m in a really hard place. 

I feel stuck. I feel left behind.  Some days I’m ok. Some days I cry for no clear reason. I overthink. 

I question myself. 

But I’m still trying to accept this phase. Even when it hurts. Even when it feels unfair. I keep telling myself maybe this isn’t a delay, maybe it’s protection. Maybe Allah is saving me from something I can’t see yet. I dont understand His plan right now, but I’m choosing to trust it anyway.

I’m tired, but i’m still grateful.

I’m sad, but I still pray.

I’m scared, but I still believe something better is coming. Aamiinn!!!!