February 17, 2026

Dear Diary, I finally started taking vitamin D3!I don't have money for tests, so I'm taking a preventive dose, but I think I have a certain deficiency because the symptoms are similar. And in any case, I believe it will improve my well-being. 

I don't like to spend too much time on my phone or being isolated in my apartment for too long. However, I won't be able to go for a walk either because of the weather. I don't even know what to do. I'm waiting for my scholarship so I can buy a wood carving knife and a block of linden wood. This is at least something. 

Right now, as I write this, I'm procrastinating from studying. Damn I want to go for a walk and see people. That would relieve me a little. I could take a picture of something, but in the city it's so... awkward. I'm saving money for camera right now. With this meager scholarship, I'll have to save up and save for at least five months to buy a used old SLR camera. But I'll be saving a lot, so maybe I'll be able to afford it in the spring.

I will fulfill my dream in the spring