So sleepy, they had to another 3 classes. At least, I'll get to see Ari.
Yst we sat tgt again, with Sira, Sav, and for a short time Nessa. A random girl came btw and shook Ari's hands. The rage I felt. The fucking rage I felt. And she said she was his hometown friend. She introduced her bf to him too. I was somewhat relieved. But why does she get to call him a different name and shake his hands, when I have yet to do it? Fuck him and fuck that woman. He was so quick to explain, how much he dislikes her and how they are not friends at all lol. That was cute. Also heard he got possessive for me when a senior said he knows my ID, and left the place in anger. Big big turn on...
Sira later went out in her dad's car. She wanted to drop me off but I said I felt nauseous, so Ari walked me to the gate. I wanted the road to never end...
The way we were lightly bumping into each other becuz we were walking on a footpath. He kept asking and saying all sorts of stuff. And so many roundabout ways of asking me my socials. He asked me 4 times if i'll come to class tmr. Becuz our exam break is starting, we'll have bout 15 off days. The exam might not start at 1st feb so might be longer of a break. God, I'll miss Ari. And his stupid talks, and his voice. And the way he is so nonchalant after asking super chalant questions. The way he gives me chocolates and acts nervous round me. And now the way he acts possessive. Im already whipped bro. Last sem, he was saying to Sira how am i survive without her (me) in the exams break and now im saying that. How the tables have turned. He fell first, she fell face flat.
Should I give him my socials ugh