first day at new year will end after one hour, so i need to say i will marry a girl i don't love her I got engaged to her through acquaintances, not through prior acquaintance or a previous love story. Before her, I was engaged to another girl who was more beautiful, and we loved each other. There was a sexual relationship between us, but it was not complete. I still think about her, and I don’t know how I’m going to get married.
The wedding is three months away, and I’m not convinced, and I can’t bring myself to wrong the girl I’m engaged to. I’ve been with her for about a year and a half. The situation is very difficult for me to end because I’m afraid something might happen to her.
I thought I would come to love her.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck !