Dear Diary,
The start of a new year and the start of my story I will start to share
Now I personally love watch porn with my partner.. what I don’t love is him doing it alone and in secret… I never wanted a relationship with secrets and needing to hide… we are both addicts.. call me what you like… dependant.. controlling..Whatever… It was a boundary and I wasn’t comfortable as he struggled to touch me I wanted him to get confident with me… his secret porn use was interfering with our sex life.
Same excuses as to why he can’t touched me…he has fear.. lack of confidence… he couldn’t hold his o… always the same.. im too intimidating because im too beautiful..
I am adventurous and really put a lot of energy into our sexlife, as I wanted to grow what is important to me part of our relationship. We didn’t do drugs or alcohol. It was food or sex as an outlet…