December 28, 2025

Dear Diary, I feel like a ghost.

It's hard for me to understand what my existence is.  Sometimes I don't understand if I exist at all. And what is "existence" anyway?

The world seems strange to me. It feels like I've been out of my depth since childhood. 

It's as if consciousness never came to me and I live with the flow.

I live like I'm on automatic mode. As an NPC..I feel strange

So many thoughts