Freya's Dear Diary

Index
January 11, 2026
Dear Diary, I hate and love my bangs at the same time.  I recently cut my bangs and I still don't know if it looks normal. Is my hair so unruly because of the current conditions or am I stupid for cutting it?Right now I'm incredibly annoyed that
Jan 11
January 09, 2026
Dear Diary, I feel very strange. I feel incredibly strange. I don't even know how to explain it. It's like a crisis or something again. I don't feel like myself. I feel a certain amount of shame and embarrassment for who I am. As if everyone hate
Jan 09
January 08, 2026
Dear Diary,Today I was woken up early in the morning to go to my relatives' house and play with my niece while they were away. It's so cool that she's starting to talk more. She is such a good child.But while I was walking to her house, I was almost
Jan 08
January 07, 2026
Dear Diary, все добре. Вночі була заметіль, тому на вулиці багацько снігу. На щастя, сильного морозу нема, і я маю можливість прогулятися до лісу. Але це певно буде пізніше. Сьогодні я точно маю чимось зайнятися! Як мінімум я би могла знайти гос
Jan 07
January 06, 2026
Dear Diary, I'm tired of resting. I have too much free time! I need to start doing something. I can't spend a whole month like this I could start watching Godot video tutorials, but something keeps stopping me. Even though I love studying, the go
Jan 06
January 05, 2026
Dear Diary, сьогодні інакше. Картинка, прикріплена сюди це моя власна "арттерапія". Коли мені тяжко висловити свої почуття ( а це майже завжди так) я висловлюю їх образами. Це зовсім не малювання. Просто створення чогось на основі іншого. Сьо
Jan 05
January 05, 2026. Flow of thoughts
Dear Diary, I feel stupid. Actually  I am stupid The thoughts in my head are a complete chaos. It's hard for me to think about one thing. I've always been amazed at how people in movies think "concretely" and in words. It's not like I don
Jan 05
January 03, 2026
Dear Diary, I started remembering my school years.I want to cry, to be honest. Those 9 years were....bad. It's been 4 years since then, but I still feel the consequences of their actions and words.  I feel extremely uncomfortable in society, as i
Jan 03
January 03, 2026
Dear Diary, Um..Is it possible to keep a diary in another language here? I don't remember if there was a rule like this Sometimes I find it more comfortable to express myself in my native language
Jan 03
January 01, 2026
Dear Diary, I'm almost recovered from my cold. I spent the last few days with some guy from the internet, we played a lot. We spent more than 24 hours on Discord calling, and that was in 3 days. I haven't played for this long in a very long time. I d
Jan 01
December 29, 2025
Dear Diary, I got sick. I don't even know what to say, I don't have the strength to do it. Just one question: Why do my TikTok recommendations degrade as soon as I get sick?  I need to ask my mom to buy instant noodles for New Year's. Dam
Dec 29
December 28, 2025
Dear Diary, I feel like a ghost. It's hard for me to understand what my existence is.  Sometimes I don't understand if I exist at all. And what is "existence" anyway? The world seems strange to me. It feels like I've been out of my depth sinc
Dec 27
December 27, 2025
Dear Diary, In the most difficult times, I always turn to you. I don't know why it's in digital form now, but here it is You've heard about her most often. And you know, I still think about her This is really stupid. It's stupid to love someo
Dec 27