Dear Diary,
It’s a confession day.
Today, I was scrolling through Instagram and saw posts of people getting their graduation certificates. And then it suddenly hit me—it has been five years since I completed my 12th standard. It left me wondering: what have I done till this day? Have I completed anything? Did I even learn anything?
I still live with my parents, don’t have any job, and haven’t travelled anywhere. Like, seriously—who am I? Is this even a life, where you just exist and don’t do anything?
But now, I am done with my failures. I want to grow and become the version of myself I have always dreamed of. You know, there is a concept in psychology where you dream of becoming something, but you can’t move towards it because you are afraid of your own success. I guess this is where I am stuck. I can literally imagine myself becoming successful and how life would be, but I can’t seem to move forward. I freaking hate myself.
By writing this, I want to confirm that 2026 will be my year. I want to grind myself until I am successful, happy, and have a job.
Let’s do this.
Fighting!!