December 21, 2025

Dear Diary,

Since I was little I have had this question "What is my purpose?". Over time the question has come up more and more often. Until now I have had grand goals imposed by others or by myself that made me forget. But now the question has become more and more inevitable. I don't understand anything. I want FREEDOM, but I can't have it because of fear and guilt. I don't understand a lot and I would like to do it. I'm afraid of what will come next.