Dear Diary, Wow… So many times I wanted it and it never happened — and then, when I wasn’t even thinking about it, we ended up that close. I couldn’t take my eyes off you… like I was trying to memorise you. And you looked so serious.
I was just trying to distract myself, even bought a bunch of food… and then… I just want to hug you again. Make you smile… I hate seeing you sad, I just want to see you happy.
And that’s exactly why we could never have stayed friends… I saw you, and it made me want to cry from the pain all over again because I can’t touch you… U’re not mine, I’m not yours…
Thankfully, that usual notification popped up, asking if I could get to know your other half, and it snapped me back to reality a bit.
Thank you for pretending you didn’t notice me… My whole body is trembling from seeing you so close..