December 04, 2025 #531

Dear Diary, so it’s already December, huh…

I need to start to work Monday to Friday from later this month. I’m nervous about it. 

Tomorrow my boyfriend lives far away is visiting me. I’m nervous tbh. I’m not fully prepared for normal days. I usually sleep a lot these days. I’m scared of being out at night especially in cold winter. I feel like it makes my light depression worse. 

I’m nervous for any sort of changes basically.