Dear Diary,
its currently 1:38am when I am writing this today, I was thinking about memory being wiped out do I feel happy about it or should I feel sad that I have no memory of the life I have lived but it's somehow comforting to know that I can start new will the people I love choose me when they know I don't remember or will choose the same people that I did before will I abandon my people or will I be abandon . I was also thinking about death and purpose of human on earth what if human is sent of earth to explore it and after they have spent the time they have been allotted, they just have to leave, and they are sent to some other dimension to explore that and about purpose what if every human is born with a purpose like the only reason of my existence would be recommending a book to a person or maybe just showing direction to a stranger
I completed a movie today which I was meaning to complete since a month I wanted to hug stella the main lead of the movie maybe I needed a hug
lately I have been crying so much that if someone ask me to smile, I will confuse it to crying and have a breakdown in front of them, but I love crying if heals a part of me I feel comforted
I replayed a song almost 30 times because it explained how I felt or maybe not it just felt I needed to hear
I cried while writing this ..........FEELS LIKE I AM ADDICTED
I should probably study .............