Clueless's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, its 5:24am when I am writing this, today was relatively a good day a peaceful one was almost late for the test because I didn't sleep all night but decided to take a nap for an hour but couldn't wake up after, test wasn't that great but

Dear Diary, its 5:36am when I am writing this today was a better day it was the first day in the last 3 months that I cried less, I didn't feel any better, but it was less painful still there is a feeling that won't go away I didn't really do much

Dear Diary, its currently 1:38am when I am writing this today, I was thinking about memory being wiped out do I feel happy about it or should I feel sad that I have no memory of the life I have lived but it's somehow comforting to know that I can s

Dear Diary, how do I explain the void inside me why do I struggle to express my feelings am I a bad person to hate people who still care about me is it bad that I ignore everybody but want attention of that person I fear I get attached to people ve