A THOUGHT JUST CROSSED MY MIND,
ALONE ANYWHERE WHEN YOU CAN THINK ABOUT YOUR WHOLE LIFE JUST ASK YOURSELF, WILL SOMEONE CHOOSE ONLY YOU FROM A ROOM FULL OF HIS/HER FAVOURITE PEOPLE (NOT FAMILY)? WILL SOMEONE?
I JUST ASKED MYSELF THIS QUESTION AND THERE WAS NO ANSWER IN MY MIND. I KNOW I AM ONLY 18 YEARS OLD BUT IN THESE 18 YEARS I HAVE MET LIKE HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE AND NONE OF THEM WILL PICK ME. I JUST KNOW THAT BECAUSE ALL OF MY FAVOURITE PEOPLE GOT SOMEONE MORE SPECIAL. SOMEONE GOT A CHILDHOOD FRIEND, A GIRLFRIEND, ETC.
HAVE I JUST REALISED THAT I HAVE WASTED ALL MY YEARS CUZ OF THESE FRIENDSHIPS, I GUESS NO, I JUST TRIED TO ENJOY MY LIFE AS ANYONE SHOULD, I GUESS THERE IS SOMETHING LACKING INSIDE ME.
I KNOW I DON'T TALK MUCH I DON'T LIKE MAKING NEW FRIENDSHIP UNLESS THEY TRY AND SOMETIMES I JUST GET IRRITATED BY SOMEONE WHO IS TRYING. BUT THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE WHOM I LIKE TO TALK, TO LITSEN, TO LAUGH WITH, AND TO JUST BE BY THEIR SIDE BUT I STILL COULDN'T FIND ONE NAME WHO WILL PICK ME, I GUESS I AM OVERREACTING SO I AM SORRY AND THANK YOU.
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