Dear ghost,
I heard an odd laugh from myself today.
I need to harness kindness. Need to break myself petal by petal. Sprinkle pollen of compassion in my heart. Let the bud sprout in the cracks of my veins. Even the ground I stand on. Mould my tongue a bit. Sharpen my hands a lot. Be a better human. Be a better lover. Be more gracious. Tender like the princess I adored. Remember that no blandishment can alter my vices.
Today i will just dream. Forget that I ever laughed so grandiosely.