I saw him. He was laughing. SMILING!! Like nothing ever happened. Like I never existed.
And he didn’t see me….. He has NO IDEA how much I’m hurting. How I’m FALLING APART inside!!!!! How every breath feels like a battle.
I just stood there. Frozen. Watching him live… while I BREAK in silence. Then I turned away. Because he was smiling. And I was SHATTERING…….