Has anyone ever felt like the two people who are supposed to support you and believe in you... fell like they betrayed you? My parents betray me all the time... its suffocating.... my dad drinking, mom hating, both not understanding me... And now they blame THEIR failure on all my friends... and mostly my bff... I'm writing this in summer school.... idk what im gonna do... probably gonna find a way to leave home... idk how, or where ill go, or what ill do... but i know that i need to.. its the onoy way to escape this nightmare.... does anyone know what i could do? or where i could go? idk when i will leave...but i will... I have no wherfe to go but i need to leave. I cnt live in this toxic enviorment every day of my life... today my brother started hitting me... he made me fall and i twisted my ankle. He also scratched me on my arm.... my mom didnt care. then i hit him back. it wasntn that hard. i light push... But suddenly i was a monster for hitting him... she said i needed to leave my brother alone... She completly ignored my scratch... Im covering it up with a sweater so my bff dont notice... i dont want her to think im dramatic. I live in such a horrible life... crying in the moring, crying in the school bathroom, crying when i get home, crying at night.... a cycle. I get bullied everyday because on how i look... my nose is too bug, im too fat, im too ugly... there is always a reason.. i always try to ignore it... but when i do it gets more... if i snitch it gets worse... if i talk back it gets worse, if i distance myslef im a coward, if i hide.... they do worse... so i honestly have no choices... what if i were too leave and never come back? far away. Pretend i got kidnapped... or something..