chatgpt being me for today:)

so, this is how introverts falls in love and when that love is not being able to expressed to the person they love. and it becomes a obsession of not being able to not think about them. it becomes so filmy to get yourself losing with them in your imagination. Well my thoughts about my crush were different and my thoughts or feelings with him (my one-sided love) is different. About my crush I like his qualities so I adopt them and no longer thinking about him. Maybe I should try adopting his (my love) qualities too as a skill so that to check if I still likes him in that way. I still like my crush to be honest but it's no longer a love, it's just a deep memory between me and my imagination and maybe wrong hope. I didn't expect him (my love) to be so nice and caring both, I fall for him before getting a time to get crush over him as we were already chatting (I get to see who he is after very long period of time and was truly surprised to how can someone like him text me at first, holy shit, am I dreaming... It was like a cringe drama scene in my mind and in my heart too... haha I am getting weird thoughts with him too, I wish I could have a first kiss with him.