who is he? (P)

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anybody in here,


it was a youtube channel where my professor uploads about high marks achievers' talks in our college's website.

there was a one speech delivered by a boy who is not even that much good looking but very tall. even there are dozens of speeches with boys who are really handsome, i hv been liking to a one boy.and the fun part is even we are same aged, in a same big class, we havnt seen each other yet. trust me idk why. whether its a love or attraction or crush. as i havent been with male guys, its really natural my atraction towards boys.but this hits different i think. tbh i think there are some reasons.

1. he is tall

2.he is from another part of the state and stayed at a hostelin city to come college.

3.he is down to earth.

4.he is a master of math.

5.he is genius with knowledge as well as his inner qualities which appears while he talks

6.he is one of a guy who really matches with my standards what i am looking for.

7.he has a nice smile lol

8.and im genuinely worrying about finding a bf, cuz i know later it takes can affected to my thought which it is, i cant go for lots of guys, i wanna marry my first love till the end.

so im thinking to have a very pure boy, who hasnt a love affair before. i feel like that guy doesnt have but i cant make sure.

so im gonna take this serious and i really want him.

9.i feel something deep from him


everybody says love happens naturally and it cant has any rules and it should be genuine but, when it comes to i really wanna match those parts.


when i went to my physical class, i saw him for the second time.he was tall but thin.but i like his appearance. idk why when i went near to him,i didnt feel that heart beat which my friend told me if i have any feelings that thing might be happen. ( i seen him for the first time when i attended physically for that class. i just only have a  shadow image captured with his skin colour,shape of the face and his uniform.)


and another story is, coincidentally yesterday when i get on the bus he was sitting there. OMG CAN YOU REALLY BELIEVE THIS? HE WAS SITTING AT A WINDOW SEAT, THERE WAS ANOTHER SPACE NEXT TO HIM BUT I COULDNT identified him.even  identified im not sure whether i sit next to him or not.


anyways firstly i wanna become a friend of him.


wish me luck! and you think am i wrong at this point and this isnt love? yeah i know this isnt love but i wanna make a love with that person.yet the love hasnt grow a lot.

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boo Italy✓
May 20, 2025 · 39 views

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ink_heartMay 22, 2025

I think that is a great idea ! go ahead with it

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boo ItalyMay 22, 2025

ahh noh, thats not it. he is an instructor in my class now. means he got high marks and selected for a uni but, im taking my second attempt. so, i think the most easiest way to reach him is asking my problems and doubts on syllabus in my subjects. he is working in paper panel and you know. and it is one of their responsibility to help students with hard topics. in that point i can talk with him. and, make a good friendship. also extra advantage is i can study more hard now becuz of this point as well. what you think about this?

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ink_heartMay 21, 2025

You don’t have to overthink it. A simple “Hey, how’s it going?” or “Hi, I see we’re in the same class” can break the ice. If you find him friendly and that he is open to talking with you ,you can add “I saw your speech on the college’s YouTube channel”. It was really impressive! This can open up a natural conversation without putting too much pressure on either of you. If he’s not so friendly, just stay nonchalant, keep a neutral expression, and don’t smile too much. A simple “I’ll see you around class” and a quick “bye” should be enough I hope things go well for you and you find the connection you’re looking for.

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boo ItalyMay 21, 2025

aaw thank u for replying me, really appreciate this and ur answer is what really popping inside my mind too. yes im not really rushing. i wanna make some interaction with him. do u have any syggestions?

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ink_heartMay 21, 2025

It’s not love yet, but attraction, and that’s completely normal. Attraction is often the first step that can lead to love. What you’re feeling is natural, and your focus on values and wanting something real shows you’re not rushing. Take your time because feelings grow through real connections. Starting as friends is a great step, because it shows that you're being thoughtful and patient with your emotions.

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