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Dear Diary,
So I did all my works and finished most of the work. Our semester is off right now. And I opened the snap of my benchmates where they hung out.then it hit me. I haven't talked to them. They two are like really close and I just feel left out. i dont know, we three met in orientation and became close but then as we became close they relaized they actually share the same friends and now they have their own freindzone. I realized I was the one who always text them, but then I stopped and damn we haven't talked since like the last time the classes happened. I don't even know if I am the problem or what. Maybe. I don't know. I just wonder if they talk about me when they meet like not bad but good. Because as I know and tried I haven't been so bad to be honest. When the group project happened, I did almost everything from research to presentation for 15 minutes presentation to 1 hour too. haha can't forgot they still got late for 1 hour when I did all the work and had to start all by myself. I don't know. This 6 months gap. It's been just one month right now. And I have still last semester left where I have to really go to university. I don't know if I will have same bond. Becasue, one classmate from my class texts me like what are you doing. How's job and all but two of them, we haven't even texted Hi. maybe I am in my luteal phase bahaha.