Bri's Dear Diary

Index
September 10, 2025
this family is insufferable I cannot stand this anymore. They would never understand my feelings even when they say you should share everthing cause were “family” and when I do they will judge. Thats the reason why I kept everything to myself most of
Sep 10
First Bf
Dear Diary, i havent write much this summer because i have been chroniacally online on tiktok. Right now im back at home and tomorrow I have school, But it's the first day so I lowkey do not care.  Anyways, as I was saying before, I was very mu
Aug 11
July 13 2025 potential boyfriend?
Dear Diary A lot have happened recently after end of the year break.. Most significant thing is that I’m 18 now and because of this I finally get most of the things that I’ve ever wanted in my teenage years. First, I got my drivers license and pa
Jul 13
Ugly ass Homewreker
I've always dreamt of having someone in my life romantically but sometimes, I'm also glad that I am not in a relationship. Ever since I was 15 I've learn the truth that love is barely a real thing anymore these days. Nowadays it's only about lust
May 25
21 May 2025
A lot of times I thought about how lonely I am in terms of a romantic relationship due to the pressure of studies and strict parents. I used to lie to myself thinking I don't really need a man in my life, but just seeing happy couples piss me off bec
May 21
Corny ass couples
Every time I see those corny ass couple in my grade it just piss me off so bad.  Everyday I go to school, there's always new cringy ass people in my grade that are a couple now and they make it so obvious they are dating. Like they tryna be showi
May 21
I need to turn 19
I'm so fucking tired of this family and household. It's all the same shit that happens all over again, and that brat will always have the opportunity to piss me off anytime just by saying a few word. She knows just how to push my buttons to make me s
May 21
First Prom (April 19, 2025)
Thank god now these people aren't really bothering me anymore. But sometimes I still bumped into Stella and now she just piss me off so much. I hate her. And that fucking burke. But that's not the point here.  So basically last month April 19, I
May 21
2024 School trip incident
It has been years since I've actively written a diary on a piece of paper. A lot have happened recently since. Last time I wrote in a diary was in 2023 when I first arrived in Indonesia. And there is a lot to catch up now. A lot of things have been i
May 21
October 01, 2025
Dear Diary, how to know how other people feel for us without asking them because i think i am cooked now. i can't not think anything but that person like broo, i feel like i am just being im delusional but like i have been delusional time and again
Oct 01
September 01, 2025
Dear Diary, Do i like him or is it because he actually makes me feel seen and heard?
Sep 01
August 28, 2025
Dear Diary, cried on one thing and all things came, gathered and cried more. i will always cry if someone treats me bad but infront of them no? will i hide what i feel? yes. is that healthy for my mental health? no. will i do it everytime? yes. alw
Aug 28
August 25, 2025
Dear Diary, Months sum up.  I haven't been writing to you. i got busy. dear Diary remember the times i said i want to be busy and learn. i am. and now its exhausting but like yk i am so proud of myself. also there are new interns in office who two
Aug 25
June 20, 2025
Dear Diary, been busy almost whole day. the work, i am learning and slowly becoming as what i wanted to be. 16 years old me would never believe i would handle all the phone calls almost whole day for mintues. she'd think that's a lie but it is not 
Jun 20
recaping the thing...
Dear Diary, Help. I was thinking about is it obvious when people like? like there's signal or not? because i feel like i am not deserved to loved. idk from childhood maybe family problems and everything. like liking as in crush kinda thing yk. D
Jun 19
June 16, 2025
Dear Diary, My fingers and knee are healing lmao. I had accident last tuesday while i was coming back from work. that guy really hit with his bike on those rough road to my bike. but it's healing. kind of hard to do normal strech. just had dinner.
Jun 16
May 26, 2025
Dear Diary, Long time no see. Ahh today was a good day. I do quote as I hear Harry styles voice in this. In office, there was cool nerdy boy who came for my boss sign who work in another company but aligned with mine. Kinda cute. Then my boss wasn'
May 26
May 19, 2025
Dear Diary, Grateful
May 19
May 18, 2025
Dear Diary, So I did all my works and finished most of the work. Our semester is off right now. And I opened the snap of my benchmates where they hung out.then it hit me. I haven't talked to them. They two are like really close and I just feel l
May 18
May 16, 2025
Dear Diary, I am tired. I had to do a lot of work and I skipped not going to lie. I am going to start fresh from Sunday. I keep telling this to myself and I know I should stop procrastinating to be honest. My boss is out of the country and everyone
May 16