April 27, 2025
Dear diary,The last picture we took is on your phone. I wonder if you look at our pictures like I do every night. I saw in your story that you made a new friend. Is that why you Start to distance yourself little by little?
Did I get traumatized or just I didn't expect this to happen? That's why I can forget you and move on. Or just I never found someone to tell him how I feel and value it. They treated friendship breakup is easy to get over it.
Actually, I'm overthinking too much and creating a lot of scenarios in my head but this one never came to my mind. I was never ready for this.
You are the first healthy friendship I have ever . Is it healthy just for me. Why you distancing your self from me?
As a person who gets space from the world and runs to you as a safe place even if the pain came from your side, why did you run into someone else, I left everything behind me and moved to your city to get close to you, why now I get lost. You make me hate this city.
When I was going through the worst point of my life and you decided to ignore me, I was with you when you had no one and you left when I had no one.
I really tried for this friendship to work even it's above my capacity, it was a misunderstood and I apologized a lots of time and you respond was " what happened it's happened no need for your apologies". I really blame myself for what happened but I didn't mean to made you feel that way never , i hate what i did in the time that i try to treat myself good.
I don't want to be a stranger cause the last bit of love I had in me and I did things for you that I would never do for another or myself. What I should do to our family if they ask about you, for sure you are comfortable with that cause you act like nothing happened.
Should I get sick to catch your attention or you won't care? 4 months ago and we didn't contact 3 months after I realized that I lost I still cry every night.
Why are you drifting apart?
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