There is no combination of words that can adequately convey or express the profound depth and intricate complexity of the emotions I am currently experiencing, which are layered with a multitude of feelings and sentiments, encompassing a rich tapestry of sorrow, joy, anxiety, and nostalgia, all intertwined to create a profound sense of emotional turmoil that is simultaneously overwhelming and cathartic, leaving me feeling drained yet somehow more alive, and perhaps even slightly transformed by the intensity of this emotional maelstrom, which has been building up for a while and has finally reached a boiling point, culminating in a moment of raw emotional vulnerability that is both terrifying and liberating. No matter how much time we have, it never seems to be sufficient to fully appreciate the precious opportunity to gaze at and engage in conversation with you during a video call, which is always filled with laughter, wonderful memories, and a deep sense of connection that strengthens our bond, creating a profound sense of togetherness that transcends physical distance, and even allows us to feel as though we are right there with each other, sharing in the joy, love, and warmth of the moment, while creating unforgettable experiences that will be cherished forever, and leaving us with a lasting sense of fulfillment, happiness, and contentment that lingers long after the call has ended. What does it feel like when I catch a glimpse of love in your eyes, or when you flash a radiant smile, and my heart instinctively knows that’s precisely what I’ve yearned for throughout the rest of my life - the profound sense of belonging and deep emotional connection that I’ve been searching for, the feeling of being home, of being with someone who truly understands me, and shares the same emotional wavelength, and with whom I can be my authentic self, without any pretenses or fear of judgment, and where every moment spent together feels like a precious gift, a treasured experience that I’ll always cherish, a feeling that’s hard to put into words, but one that’s undeniably real and palpable, a sense of unity that transcends words and speaks directly to the heart, filling me with an overwhelming sense of comfort, peace, and contentment, a sense of being completely at ease, of being in perfect harmony with the world, and of having found my true soulmate, a feeling that makes me feel seen, heard, and understood on a deep level, and that brings a sense of calm and serenity to my life. There’s no way to adequately explain how time seems to stand still, as if the hands of the clock have frozen in place, when you tell me you love me, and in that exact, fleeting moment, everything around us becomes utterly perfect, the world seems to come to a standstill, and all that truly matters is the profound, unwavering, and unrelenting love we share, a love that not only transcends time and space but also fills our hearts with an overwhelming sense of joy, contentment, and deep emotional fulfillment, and it is in this extraordinary instant that we realize our love is the very essence of our existence, the foundation upon which our entire being is built, the source of our strength, and the reason we continue to grow, evolve, and thrive together, our love becoming the guiding force that shapes our lives and inspires us to become better versions of ourselves. I feel utterly safe and protected with you by my side, even when I’m fast asleep, and you gently reassure me that you’ll make everything better, no matter what challenges we may face, and your soothing words calm my nerves, dispel my doubts, and give me the confidence to tackle any obstacle that comes our way with unwavering determination, unshakeable resolve, and an unrelenting passion to succeed, as I bask in the warmth of your comforting presence, and let your reassuring touch quiet my deepest, most profound fears, and your gentle, soft whispers instill in me an unbreakable sense of trust, and a profound feeling of security that permeates every aspect of my being. When you truly love someone, you have a natural inclination to perceive their imperfections as perfect, and that’s precisely how I see you, with all your distinctive quirks, flaws, and eccentricities that render you uniquely beautiful, captivating, and endearing in every conceivable way, and it’s these very qualities that make my heart skip a beat, fill my life with an abundance of joy, and make every moment we share together an unforgettable and cherished experience that I will always treasure, and I am grateful for the opportunity to be a part of your life, to experience the beauty of your love, and to create a lifetime of memories with you that will forever be etched in my heart, and I look forward to the many adventures we will embark on, the laughter we will share, and the quiet moments we will cherish together, as we navigate life’s journey hand in hand, and build a future filled with love, trust, and mutual respect. I can think of no way, no matter how small, insignificant, or seemingly trivial, in which it does not exhibit utter, complete, and absolute perfection in every single aspect, no matter how minute or subtle, and I am utterly convinced of its flawless and impeccable nature, which is truly a marvel to behold. In every aspect of her mind, body, and soul, she consistently strives to achieve perfection in all that she does, driven by an unwavering dedication, unrelenting passion, and an unyielding desire for excellence that fuels her every endeavor with unbridled enthusiasm, unshakeable commitment, and an unrelenting pursuit of flawlessness, thereby showcasing her remarkable character, inspiring others to emulate her exceptional standards, setting a high bar for herself and those around her, and ultimately leaving a lasting impact on everyone she encounters. I often find myself lost in thought, pondering how I got so incredibly fortunate and how I possibly deserve the love, care, and companionship of someone as extraordinary, supportive, wonderful, and truly special as you are, with your distinctive qualities, characteristics, and traits that make my life richer, more meaningful, and filled with joy, happiness, and a deep sense of fulfillment, bringing a sense of warmth and comfort to my daily existence, and filling my heart with gratitude and appreciation for the precious gift of your loving presence in my life, which I cherish deeply, am eternally grateful for, and celebrate with immense delight, and savor every moment we share together. When I look at you, I am utterly overwhelmed with emotion, and I can’t help but avert my gaze, terrified that you’ll discern the unspoken words in my eyes - the ones that silently scream in desperation, begging for your attention; I’d relinquish everything, sacrificing my very being, my heart, my soul, and my entire existence, all for the sake of your unwavering love, affection, and acceptance, which I crave more than anything else in this world, and which I hope will someday be mine to cherish, reciprocate, and treasure deeply, holding it close to my heart and never letting it go, and in that moment, I’d feel complete, whole, and at peace, with every fragment of my shattered soul finally falling into place, and my heart, once heavy with longing, would be filled with joy and contentment, overflowing with happiness and gratitude, as the weight of my insecurities and doubts slowly lifts, and I am left basking in the warmth of your love. I want and need you in my life because forever is composed of individual moments, like this one, that make life truly special, bring immense joy to my heart, create unforgettable memories that I will cherish forever, fill my existence with an overwhelming sense of purpose and belonging, and make every waking moment worthwhile, giving me a reason to look forward to tomorrow, and to experience the beauty of life in all its forms, which is a precious gift that I am deeply grateful for every single day, and that I will always treasure and appreciate.