Dear Diary,
Hi,
I don't know what's my mood today, morning se hi ajeeb hai...
I checked in the camera, I saw the car outside, suitcases...I understood.
Around 1:30 pm my mum called me, she sounded happy, she asked me kya kar rahi ho...I answered kyu puchh rahi ho kya kr rahi ho ki kya kr rahi hu... kya hua batao...then she asked me khana khayi, I said kyu nahi khaun...she said aaj aise kyu ho...I said aaj... I said ek ghante se toh baat nahi kr rahi hu...jo tumko aisa laga ho...jo bolne k liye call ki ho bolo...she said kya bolna hai...ki aa rahi ho ki nahi aa rahi ho... mummy boli tumko pata toh hai toh kya bataye... then I said ki aa rahi ho...aa k baat karna...then we hung up...
I almost cleaned my house...I saw pregnancy test kit and usko dekh kr mujhe aur gussa aaya... I will throw it away.
I watched Paglait movie...and this was the third time... I watched I cried again with that much only jitna first time royi thi
Dear diary, I hate bollywood movies, atleast now they have stopped making love stories with happy ending...coz life is not like any film ki jisme end me sab thik ho jaata hai...Life is like a daily soap opera...jisme story badhte jaati hai...badhte jaati hai but koi happy ending hota nahi hai...sirf problems and drama badhta hai...
I came across a reel from movie Hridyam...I watched this movie few months ago...mujhe laga tha ki I am Nithya from the movie, I wanted to be her only...but today I realised...no I am not Nithya I am Darshana...
The story has ended but the story was beautiful...
I am in so destructive mode today, I am literally not answering any calls, not replying any messages...work related
Goodbye diary 👋🏻