Dear Diary,
Out of the many girls I sent requests to, I started talking to this girl on 8th of September. To be honest, I didn't want to, her father reminded me ki I said I will talk to her, so I sent a Hi and some introduction.
Didn't know, girls do reply with these many texts and I wouldn't have to do so much hard work.
By afternoon, we have formally started to talk, and shaam to chatein ho rhi thi, chatein ! Had a badminton game from 10, and then wemt for Ehraz's bday party in Meghana. Waha, he remarked ki I was talking to some girl and I was getting paragraphs and instantly at that moment, she msgd ki she's not into typing paragraphs and would prefer voice notes, but she is still typing since she has a sore throat. And I so wanted to hear her voice, that I had to ask her for her voice notes. And her voice is so lovely.
Over the next 2 days, we talked so extensively, that I got completely hooked to this person. Like, we literally talked till 5 in the morning. My entire sleep cycle was fucked-up ! but, at least by life was flourishing. And I even confirmed this to my family, I have found the girl, I wanna grow old with.
We talked everything, our likes, dislikes, habits, traits, any kind of intoxications, and one night she got intoxicated and we started having sex talk. I was thrilled, and I was surprised. Since the bottle was not finished the same day, she drank the next day too, and we unraveled into our insecurities. And she was very confident, that I would reject her seeing her fat and all. By now, I was way too insecure too, I had this nagging feeling that noone can be so perfect, how can someone want to work hard to get me, or what would she say if she saw my height or what if she disliked my voice !
I booked my tickets to her place with fear since my parents had forbid me doing anything as such for now.